Tsunami Warning

So… by now, you should have heard of Japan’s Earthquake and Tsunami hits. Well, apparently, there was also a warning for here in California besides the ones in the Phillipines and Russia (I heard) and other places.

Totally forgot about it.

Had a dear friend text me and ask me if I was alright. I was confused why she was asking me. My first thoughts were that one of my statuses somewhere were bad. Haha. Silly me.

Ah, but yes, I’m actually fine. I didn’t have a doubt that the strength of the tsunami from Japan would dwindle by the time it reached here. It would need to be far, far stronger to reach the “bowl” of California since I live between mountain ranges. Also, the warning was for Northern California. I live in Central Cali. Was also not worried for any friends or my boyfriend (who lives in SoCal).

Btw, have you looked up the vids on youtube for these things? While I do send my prayers to Japan and totally wish to help out, I find it rather sad that natural disasters cause religious debates.

End of the world? Well, there pretty much is going to be an ending. Of that, you should not doubt. What I find stupid is that people seem to think all these disasters are “too much”. Okay, when mankind goes around messing with ecosystems, of course nature is going to backlash. When mankind destroys its ozone, giving way to stronger rays from the sun and pretty much helping global warming along faster, of course there’s gonna be consequences.

And when the earth is getting filled with more and more people, of course lots of people will die. I don’t see how it can be avoided since there isn’t really any places anymore that has not been touched by man already.

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When I Wake Up…

…seems like all this will have been just a sweet dream.

And I’ll be alone again.

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New month, huh? Well, I’ve been busier and more tired. Might start going back to school by the end of this month or next month. While its not for my dream job, at least I’d have something to back me up for a job with my already lack of job experience. I was talking to a friend that I’d go back to school later for art or learn myself. Its endless anyway. My passion for art. I want to do everything. Never content to just one form. Lmao.

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Sketch 2/20/11

Had time to kill before the baby woke up. Now he’s awake and I’m done.

NOTE TO SELF: Start working on faces again :/ yikes.

Sketch 2/17/11

Hmm, so this is a sketch I was working on last night until midnight. About 3 hours on Sketchbook Pro. Not liking the face, but just a rough draft atm. Hopefully, I’ll stick to the outline and coloring versions. Was my Gaia avi on the 15 because the new February MCs came out and I wanted the AFK Scarf item >.> haha.

DX Argh!

The scale might as well have added 400 lbs along with a “fatass” tag. OMG! Have to go to the doctor’s in a few days. Even worse. =-= Baby watching… is… not… cool.

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I don’t think…

…I have much faith in people sticking with me. I’m fine with the people not close-close to me, but the ones I want to keep? I might smile and say its okay, but I feel left behind and just… unwanted. And I often wonder, “What’s wrong with me?” “What is it about me?” Until I start thinking, “I don’t deserve anyone… at all.”

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Something That Further Annoys Me

In this day and age, beautiful has this high standard. Its so bad, that girls (and guys) feel VERY insecure. So…today I was looking through the top blogs on a social site I go to. I go there from my phone because that’s basically the only thing that is fast enough for me without annoying me so much. Facebook is bleh. Thats why I miss Moba. Relieved me when I was bored and was mobile friendly. ANYWAY,  so the top blog has an opinion. Who they thought were beautiful by their pictures. I don’t mind that.

But adding in that you didn’t think the rest were pretty cus you didn’t think so or cus you haven’t seen their pic? And its obvious there were A LOT more girls with their pics up. Hmmmmm…..

Yes, and nice touch by adding in their all beautful in the inside. >____> /end sarcasm

<___< I’m getting flashbacks of grade school.


I think I should stop talking about myself completely besides two people u_u Everyone else just doesn’t understand and they don’t respond back when I need them.

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Heartsick… Have so much weight on me, its killing me.

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