Posts Tagged ‘sick’

Sad and Sick

I feel like throwing up. Either because of what I ate or because of anxiety. Don’t know. I just wanna lay down, sleep…


…and never wake up. Seriously. Have had a bad case of suicidal thoughts for a while now. Often wondering what I’m living for anymore. Wonder how so many people could walk through life…as boring as it is…and simply live it. I can’t… I can’t live alone. And the one person I want…causes me so much agony in my chest. I’d rather someone stab me in the heart; it’d be less painful than the heartache.

I’m so bottled up with emotions, I want to scream. Its there…waiting for me to let it out, but I can’t. I don’t feel anyone…deserves to see me weak. Why should they when they never noticed before how sad I was? And when I voiced my sorrows, they laughed or threw it back in my face. Where were they when I needed them? And now I feel so alone again… After 7 years… Nothing has changed.


Getting Sick

Ugh…. the kids passed their germs to me. FML. FMT.

Movies and Sickness

Seen Eragon. Very disappointing, for starters. Followed most of the book until the end. AND WTF?!?! No elves and dwarves?!?! No scar from Durza?!?!? Saphira the one close to dying?!?!? Yeah . . . no.

I haven’t been feeling so well lately. Right now, I have a headache which I also had yesterday. And the left side of my face is furking KILLING ME. My wisdom tooth is coming out on that side, so I also get this pulse in my left ear that hurts. D:<

Gwah . . .

I got sick again. So, I stayed home yesterday and today. I’ll miss Thursday from school and tomorrow morning. =\ It wasn’t me…altho I am glad XD

I’m addicted to Loveless now. ^^;;;


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